Archive for March, 2018

Death of the twin

Friday, March 9th, 2018


I never got to see you but I felt you and knew you. Our energy was together so strongly – you were supposed to come into this life with me. It was toxic and hard though and you gave up – you left me. I was not supposed to enter this world alone. After you were gone I was all alone but I didn’t give up,I never give up. I did what we were supposed to do together. But god I’m angry at you sometimes, why couldn’t you stick it out and survive. So everytime someone near me takes their life, I feel the pain of losing you and wonder how I could have stopped it. I’m terrified of losing someone else that way who I love. If I’d known the pain you were in could I have changed it?